I painted flowers this week because I couldn't paint what I was actually feeling.
A few days ago, twin earthquakes hit Venezuela, my home country. I've stayed off social media to protect my mental health, but I couldn't stop thinking about it.
After several days of not touching anything creative, I sat down with my watercolors. I had no plan, only a need to get out of my head. Loose, layered ink and watercolor blooms in every color I had: coral and orange running into each other, soft pinks, that quiet kind of blue. I cut them all out by hand and just... sat with them for a while.
I don't know how to mix the color of grief, so I used coral and blush and soft orange instead. They felt like the closest thing I had to an offering for the people who were lost, and the ones still finding their footing.
Making has always been where I go when words aren't enough.
My heart is with everyone affected, especially anyone still searching, waiting, or grieving.
Squeeze someone you love today. 💛💙🧡